waves of white

2012-01-23T19:59:00.001-09:00

Hello. It's the new year. Have you found your conscience? Or has your conscience found you?Oh I forgot. Maybe your heart's all numbed up.

2011-11-18T04:31:00.001-09:00

A beautiful sight, we're happy tonight.Walking in a Winter Wonderland.Wheeeee~this year flew past too quickly.

2011-10-07T08:39:00.000-08:00

LAST.The people leave, but the memories stay.Time has unknowingly flew past like a rocketagain. Or rather should I say like a G6? The last full official day at XMS has finally endedtoday. Woke up this morning, wondering if I shouldbe happy or sad for today. Happy,is because I can finallystop waking up at such early hours for school and coming home all drained of my energy. Sad, is because I'm gonna have to miss all my friends in this school. The school's not exactly fascinating but the people are. Especially those peoplewhom you affectionately call as friends. After this school term ends, I will definitely miss :TAYYUBING-the one that always spazzes about KPOPstuff with me. She's one best friend I could ever have. I love camwhoringwith her.JOANSIM-this girl, although we have been in different classes since sec4,although there's a little drift apart, but we are still as close!! Seeing her as her friend, I think she has really matured a lot in terms of her mindset. I'm reallyhappy for her. LIMJIAXIN-my 'going to school in the mornings' partner since I shifted to hougang last year.She's a bit sot sot sometimes, but she's terribly GOOD at mathsand would always teach me all the things that i'm clueless about maths. She's VERY nicei would say. MICHELLELEEMINGXIAO-She has a pencil case named CHICKY MEOW for now and it's alwaysSLEEPING! Zzzz...okay, forget abt chickymeow. This leemingxiao was my 'bus partner' when I stayed in AMK back then. I remembered i sat next to her for aclass game during our 1st day of sec 1- I DARED NOT LOOK AT HER cos she looks so fierce but we opened up real soon and ended up I this wonderful same CLIQUE till today;)LIMXIUWEI- BOBOWEEEE! I'm sorry for calling you bird or whatever bird-relatednames. Forgive me because it was too funny to call u that! Okay this BOBOWEEE...hmmm...our friendship seemed the closest this year, out of the 5 years we have known each other& she's a great friend!!!! Oh & I remembered I sat next to her in class for a short period in sec1 then...There are still many others in this wonderful clique but I guess I have to stop here cos it's late already:)Sec 1 had just seemed to start yesterday. What memories:) Thank God for allowing me to meet so many wonderful people in this school.It has held so many wonderful memories, and not forgetting the bad ones too.It's all the fun, joy & laughter that I'll miss.16 more days to 'O' levels. Double up the effort and hang in there, 503'11:)

2011-06-11T06:16:00.002-08:00

sheeeeshh. this is just plain craziness.

sometimes i really don't know what i'm doing

i was doing Maths the whole day.

how abt you?

sometimes out of random you think of something which made you think you are actually very bright but at the end of the day,everything just goes to waste.

2011-06-09T03:29:00.002-08:00

HELLO '-'

今日别来无恙吧？

你知道吗....

我非常想念你....

2011-03-01T02:28:00.002-09:00

piling up

PILING UP

i have to start studying.

i'm having the motivation but i just don't feel like touching those books at all.

yea right,

it totally sucks

dang shit

2011-02-14T05:02:00.005-09:00

success is not always 100% guaranteed in life.
it does not depend on luck,fortune or whatsoever.
it all depends on our efforts

2011-02-13T03:13:00.002-09:00

2011-01-18T03:09:00.002-09:00

"Actually I'm a bright and active person. I love to make people happy" -key

2011-01-06T03:20:00.002-09:00

it is the teamwork that makes success.

2010-12-20T23:32:00.003-09:00

the last few weeks of holidays are kind of exciting.

collected N level results last week.

okay i know i'm kinda super-dee-slow to blog abt it only like now.

anw, i got 15.
till now, i still don't know how the calcalations are done but anw,

eng-1

mt-four

sci-four

CH-five

art-two

ma-four

surprisingly, i passed c.humans. i wrote like mad for ss and did crap for geog.

thank God for such a miracle.

before that i was actually worrying abt failing, but i trusted HIM and this miracle came through:)

change.of.subject.
christmas carnival next week

saturday's gonna be a busy one.

and before we know it,

it will be school term again.

oh well, it'll be my last year next year in school so i'll try my best at it:)

back to christmas.

party at michelle's on thursday.

gonna be tons of fun:0

another party at char's on 26th.

but i'm not sure if i'm able to go.

i'll see how it goes first:)

byebyeeeeeeeeeeee

2010-12-04T00:16:00.002-09:00

i would be lying if i were to say i'm not bored NOW.
seriously,nothing fun to do at all.
mother's nagging at me for using the laptop.
she wanted me to mop the floor today.
i really don't feel like going ard this 4 room flat crazily with that mop!
[i'm pursing my lips now.]
the internet's so slow today.
it's like rubbing salt onto the wound.
so boring and the internet's running slow like a tortoise.
so i'm blog hopping now.
ain't it fast? 1 1/2 months holidays flew past like a rocket.
i want my part time job, but the boss last minute said the waas some problem.
so in the end, job fly away, money no come.
sad case hur...
i miss going out manxzx..
feel so grounded.
i wish something exciting would just happen these days..

2010-11-30T07:25:00.000-09:00

c o m i n g s o o n 2 4 m o r e d a y s:)

2010-11-15T05:35:00.006-09:00

You're the one's that hardest to forget.

SHINee's live performance:) -candy- *cute*

2PM-I Can't

B2ST-Beautiful MV

tata~~

2010-11-07T00:50:00.001-08:00

You're like the song that's stuck inside my head won't go away.

2010-11-05T02:37:00.002-08:00

life's like that. it's either you go the right way and path a better way for your life or go the wrong way and tarnish your reputation.

2010-10-31T01:36:00.000-08:00

i'm really sleepy today...

2010-10-27T02:26:00.004-08:00

awww...come on..it's not like he's done something wrong. he has the right to date any girl he likes. respect each member as you respect SHINee:) fighting!

2010-10-26T05:59:00.007-08:00

You are all i ever needed

didn't go to school today.

and co-incidentally, mr flu bug attacked me again.

sheesh...

headache when i got up this morning, so decided to forgo school.

back to school tmr~

hope it will not be like monday,boring.

2more days of schoool....

and 4 more days to enoch's return.

and i'll be busy again.yupps.

bye peepos

2010-10-19T03:53:00.002-08:00

lost in this masquerade.

both afraid to see we're just too farway,from being close together from the start.

-carpenters-

2010-10-07T02:36:00.002-08:00

please. don't just speak what you think of me. you don't know what's in my mind and you just start magligning me. it really hurts me. please.

2010-09-29T03:50:00.006-08:00

mean it with all your heart.

hougang mall with joan after school, went library to study a bit. ended up loaning 2 books.
it's been a while i've read. mummy keeps nagging that i've gotta read up more so i'm doing it now. i'm back to the stick-your-face-into-that-book-days. "Notes from a small room" &"charles dickens". i have a feeling these books will take up at least one week,or less. it depends:)
i found out interesting facts about my dear friend joan. her habits are cute. she likes to put the library books through the scanner. she says it's fun. her eating habits are interesting. she eats the bread skin before starting on the bread itself. i find it super unique to eat bread like this. speaking of this friend of mine, she's really surprising at times. she dedicated special posts for her most treasured friends on her blog some days ago. so touching la. so i think i'll return her a post too ,& also to others who are closest to me:)

Joan: we've been friends for 4 years haven't we? admit that our friendship wasn't really strong back in sec 2 but our bond has grown stonger from sec 3 onwards. really treasure our friendship.thanks for your advice when i didn't know what to do. you never fail to make me laugh. we guailan each other a lot, but i like it. we've had the worst quarrels ever but i've forgotten them. we've both learnt to bury the hatchet.thanks for your friendship, girl. jia you for N levels :)

Yubing: jonghyun's hardcore fan. hey,thanks for sharing with me the latest kpop news and keeping me entertained in class. i really loved times we spent laughing like crazy in class and also secretly popping bits of food in our mouths during lessons. we've known each other for 4 years. it's really great to have such a friend like you. we are both weak in the similar subjects, but y'know, we can do it if we really try. all the best for your Ns! :) JONGKEY FTW~

Felicia goh: i will never forget that girl who's always with a smile on her face and her nickname is 'fish'. classmates for 4 years:) keep our friendship going manzxzx! yep, we've been through quarrels, but we resolve them quickly. you are always so optimistic. smiley smiley smiley.... jiayou for Ns:) fishfishfish

Michelleleemingxiao:'bus partners for 2 or 3 years, right! michelle! you are the 1st person i talked to when we started out in 108. i thought you looked fierce at 1st but as time went by, i discovered you are really 'soft on the inside'. treasure our friendship:)really glad for you that you have improved in your studies so much. jiayou for n levels yea? all the way!!!

Jiaxin: "i reached bus stop already" thats our sms every morning:) hehehe. choooooots. thanks for waiting for me at the bus stop every morning. we've had a great friendship throughout these 4 years. you have a unique laughter and scream. remember the nights when we used to sms each other abt art and tcher? thanks for the sms companients during the nights of art coursework preparation.jiayou for Ns:)

Thitirat: hehheh. hero jaejoong fanatic! we've started a close friendship this month only. but nevermind. really treasure this friendship of ours:) enjoyed the times teaching you singing for sm auditions. thanks for your guidance in maths and other subjects. will miss you when you return to thailand. always keep the faith for DBSK yea? all the best for Ns:)

it's been a long post. happy reading:) post soon.

love,ann

so what's your philosophy?

to get ahead in life or to just where you are?

2010-09-28T03:43:00.002-08:00

strive for the best,aim for your highest:)

moodless for art..tsk.

2010-09-27T07:50:00.003-08:00

HELLO. HELLO. HELLO.HELLO love:)

if time can be reversed, i would very much like to spend it with you again. every minute of it.

say it once, or maybe twice. i would like to hear it again.

xoxo

2010-09-25T08:29:00.002-08:00

the wound is gone,but the pain remains. emotionally.
say a prayer and it will all be fine.

2010-09-23T03:06:00.001-08:00

thinking of you.

happy birthday oppa:) 23rd's.

2010-09-21T00:19:00.003-08:00

no more long posts for the time being. just short ones. i'll be back soon:)

2010-09-12T23:40:00.006-08:00

think again.
it's not what you think as it is.

SHINee-Life

Oh when this passing life withers away, you come to me
the moment I touch your frozen heart, my life begins
when you're tired and having a hard time
please let me stay by your side
so I can give back to you the love I had only received
Before this life ends

When I get on my knees and cry before the world
when I stop my tracks inside the storm
if you are alone standing
I can handle this much pain and suffering
(if only you) if only you
(are with me) are with me

When I lose my way inside the dark forest
when my young soul is crying
guide me like a light, like a miracle
before this life ends

When I get on my knees and cry before the world
when I stop my tracks inside the storm
if you are alone standing
i can suppress whatever pain and tears
(all I want is you) all I want is you
(only one is you) only one is you in my life

I won't cry, I won't cry again
absolutely nothing can stop me
but only one person
you make me, you perfect me
oh, you make me able to breathe like this

When I get on my knees and cry before the world
when I stop my tracks inside the storm
if you are alone standing
I can suppress what ever pain and tears
(all i want is you) all I want is you
(only one is you) only one is you in my life

2010-09-10T02:30:00.003-08:00

it's been a few days yea?

for starts, i shall talk abt N levels

who says N's are easier than prelims?

esp SS. i was expecting LARA to come out butbutbut NO! it did not!

traffic came out for SBQ. and co-incidentally i did not study much of it. TSK.

i almost cried when i read the SBQ qns. i was like 'is this the correct SS paper we are supposed to take? no mistake there? i 've never seen these kind of qns bfore!'

so i did SEQ first. on sri lanka conflicts. good thing i read up on that..

EL paper was okay. passages were on SG history and Computer.

okay let's just cross my fingers and hope that i will pass SS. just this once.(please!)

my holiday started yesterday.

what did i do yesterday? oh, shopping at causeway point. legs so tired after walking for so long. cabbed home after that. watched playful kiss ep 3. kimchidrama's real fast in the uploads!

Zoo today! it's been how many donkey years since i visited that place. 10 years?yep.

it rained heavily when we reached there but good thing we were still eating and not in the zoo or else we would have been drenched. getting myself wet on such a wonderful day is a NO-NO.

walked, saw at least 3 kinds of monkeys. one of the kind had screams that were really loud, like a girl's. so interesting la. lunch was at ah meng restaurant. food super duper ex but it was nice.

walked a little more and went home.showered and watched PLAYFUL KISS EP4. nicenice! it has been such a sweet day today:) thank God for it><

2010-09-03T23:54:00.003-08:00

study please please please!

mugging for social studies.

i always fail combined humanities.

will i pass this time? yea i would.....

i would if i shut down this com now.

if only my brain was a computer and the textbooks were files in thumbdrives.....

quit dreaming yo.,,

bye:)

2010-09-03T10:27:00.001-08:00

playful kiss is way too mice to watch:) episode 2 ended. waiting for ep 3! woohoo!
goodnight world:)

2010-08-31T06:15:00.004-08:00

Study date 31.08.10

Study date with yubing and joan was fun today.

studied (& crapped a lot) at burgerking,citysquare.

the place was like so empty and never full for during the 4-5hrs we were there.

and so cold too. studied till ard 5plus and went to walk ard citysquare till 7 plus.

and home-ed.

super tired now. joan is currently studying with kayying at macs opp monfort.

wonder how she gonna study manzxz. she so tired already. jiayou bahs:)

oh and btw,she's added another guy to her like list>>CHOIMINHO of SHINee:)

she started to like him when she saw his beautiful face on a cup at comics connection.

but seriously he's really good looking. SHINee won't be complete without him.

no school tml. gonna sleep later tmr morning. nights.

2010-08-29T07:47:00.003-08:00

11:50pm. tomorrow's starting in ten minutes.

and school's starting in 7hours and 50 mintues.

great.

countdowncountdowncountdown.

3 2 1 goodnites world:)

2010-08-27T07:52:00.004-08:00

you made me, you perfect me

muffins in class tomorrow!

2010-08-23T03:50:00.004-08:00

Etched in my heart

How i wish i could dream of you again.

2010-08-21T01:51:00.002-08:00

love to live,live to love

learn to live, live to learn.

2010-08-19T02:08:00.005-08:00

Success isn't always at your doorstep.

school was plain-boring today. no tcher during 1st period. watched jingwen and fitri fight(play-play) using newspapers like mad. they were superrrrr violent.

art-did speed painting. remedial and home-ed after that.

oh and i happened to watch invincible youth today. next week's episode's really nice.

MBLAQ will be on it. but something shocking happened: Lee Joon fainted. he ate some eggplant which he was allergic to and blacked out.

the unexpected always happens.

2010-08-18T00:03:00.003-08:00

all's fair & square. not.

stayed up to 3 plus last night to do art prep. managed to paint finish during the 3 hrs today. super tired. now want to sleep oso cannot. enoch and andrea are awake. oh well. shall wait till tonight to sleep. no paper tmr, but still must go back school. i'm really in the desperate need of sleep. i've been sleeping late the whole week since saturday. was planning to sleep late tmr bcos it was supposed to be no school for us cos we 're not having any paper, but because there's school tmr.....humph..forget it manzxx. i'm still considering whether to go on thursday or friday. oh btw, what's the style of the 1980s anyway? i'm clueless.

2010-08-16T00:48:00.002-08:00

it's sometimes hard to keep up with work that keeps piling up like no one's business.
i've not had enough sleep for the past 2 days. slept at 1am plus last night. felt like sleeping during the exams today. plus there's art prelim to be done. my final isn't out yet. i'm gonna do it nowwww. kay bye:)

2010-08-13T08:51:00.003-08:00

one of the little baby sculptures at SAM

cute eh?

art musuem after EL paper today:)
freaking tired but kind of think it was fun there.
joan and i didn't follow the coach bus back to school. we walked over to cathay's to have astons for dinner. we both felt really weird to be sitting between two couples. awww.forget abt that.anyways, the food was good. i really liked the price too. joan went home after that and i went far east plaza to look for 大姐. she was having her haircut there. headed to church together after that. radi8 was mad funny. the blindfolds and screams created so much laughter.
went hougang mall to collect maths notes and then home sweet home. facebook chat with jingwen and kor. super sarcastic lol. okay i need to sleep now. bye

2010-08-12T05:19:00.003-08:00

Time is Precious
it's one more week to art prelim and i haven't really started on any prep work yet.
what am i doing? can someone tell me?
or can we just forget about art prelim? i don't see a reason to have 3 art papers a year. it's really
stressful on the minds. our memory cards in our brains are not really that big you know. we can't keep thinking of ideas to draw everyday. i want to drop it next year but mum wouldn't hear of it.
sadsadsad. to think i cried over this subject twice each time i talk to her abt it. it 's hopeless. i'lll have to continue with art next year again. 加油annette. you know you can do it.like it or not.

happy birthday 大姐!!!!!girl you are 19 already:)though we quarrel almost everyday, but u'know we are both used to it. we always forget abt it after a while. i love your craziness at times even when it's super irritating TTM:) love ya.

2010-08-09T06:38:00.003-08:00

there are many things i know you don't know i know.

do not tell people what you know because the moment you tell them,

they know what you don't know.

quoted from daddy. it's like a tongue twister i can never remember.

so if i'm able to do it, maybe the sky would fall.

2010-08-07T16:42:00.000-08:00

DOUBLE B 21-ONE

DOUBLE B 21- this upcoming korean boyband consists of 21 members.

isn't 13 and 17 enough? wow.

super ridiculous la. they have to split into 3 groups because their number is too big for a stage performance.

will be too busy to blog today i guess. so i thot i would just put this video here:)

2010-08-06T07:46:00.002-08:00

BUSYx3

Home>>school>>church>>home.

school celebrations was quite boring today. it got worse at sing-along.

busy with art the whole afternoon. 5pm was the deadline. so officially, i won't be touching my boards and canvas again. i guess? didn't go home after that.went straight to church.

home now and my nose is super stuffed up. flu bug again.

g'nites:)

2010-08-04T01:42:00.003-08:00

Memories.
i would rather keep the fond memories than to give them away.because it's priceless.

it's been almost a year. have you found your conscience yet?
or has your conscience found you?

2010-08-03T07:28:00.003-08:00

procrastination.
i shall do it tmrw, but i know it will never happen

what's with the typing on the laptop? the words appear so
S-L-O-W-L-Y, i think i might take me half a day if i were to type an essay in here,
the laptop's having moodswings..like us, i guess.
UNSW maths test today, the questions in the 1st few pages were super easy and the last few questions were uber-hard. i don't even understand what it was saying. so i tikam.
UNSW papers are always so hard.tsk.
n'tl day holidays are approaching but 410's having classess during the holidays, starting from saturday onwards. bummer. but it's good for us. for the sake of our future, we must study hard. YES.
soccer for PE again. yubing was like the highlight of all players. not because she was playing so seriously, but because her actions were so cute.
here's the scenario:
[yubing, standing at 1 corner, ball approches her, runs after the ball. screams and cover her ears. kicked the ball, stopped running, whips out mirror and comb to do her hair. pro. she does this everytime. her actions are super imbah and routine-like. maybe i should get her a huge mirror and a multi-purpose comb for her next birthday. haha.]
it has been an eventful day today. i'm tired. i shall go to sleep nowww. nights, world:)

2010-07-30T07:33:00.003-08:00

SHINee MBANK100730

MISSING LINK?
sandwiches for recess today. joan brought them. quite nice:p
school all the way to almost 5plus today.
home-ed with cherie. we stayed for art but didn't manage to archive our boards AGAIN.
cher says my board 3 & 4 are missing a link. i'm trying to figure out. hmmm....missing link?
the weather's best for sleeping today. rained almost the whole day. too bad there was school..
bck to sch for MT classes til 1230pm & i'll be mugging for prelims after that.
SHINee topped Mbank charts today. they won miss A:)
minho's still not dancing cuz of his injury. aww....
let's hope MT cher would give an interesting lesson tmr!

2010-07-27T04:27:00.005-08:00

the EVERYDAY-IN-CLASS-CRAZINESS syndrome

KEY:) OMO! what's with that blank look? but he looks good anyway.
i shall re-enact my everyday-life, sitting with yubing. for today's post.

yubing:[takes out her jonghyun file, sets it down on her table,& stares at it]

me:[writing something,turns my head to see what she was doing]

me:yubing....

yubing:[jerks up and starts laughing to herself] ANNETTE! ta hen shuai leh!!!

me: [jumps up] she's at it again..

yubing can really drive me crazy at times because of her 'YEOBO'-KIMJONGHYUN

but it's always funny, because i'll go crazy with her at times. so yea...

it happens everyday. so we keep laughing like siao in class.

MT cher asked if we had ate the wrong medicine today. yea, cher, u are almost right...

to correct u a little more, we take the wrong medicine everyday,especially during ur class, that's why we are always so noisy in your class.

i've yak-ked enough for this post. bye

2010-07-26T04:48:00.003-08:00

SHINee's traffic safety song

i've always like their songs like this. their actions are so funny.

we had so much fun laughin in class today. yb got really sulky when she saw her 'husband's' name on someone's shirt. her face turned colour.so funny.

2010-07-23T22:22:00.002-08:00

saturday.
iwanttosleepnow.
tons & tons of work for the week. 've been going to bed only after 12am for this one whole week.
've got lots of revision coming up. MT extra classes for the next 4 consecutive saturdays. 10-1230. can i appeal for school to be on weekends and holidays on weekdays? hur.....obviously NOT. nothing to write today. gonna stay home all day and work on my maths. i'll be in hot soup if i don't get it right.

2010-07-22T07:01:00.002-08:00

TIRED.
this is the word to describe my week.
reaaaal sleepy now..eyes closing soon...
not gonna come home from sch until 8 to 9pm tmr. i guess.
N2D again. i'm gonna sleep a lot when i come home from it manxzx.
i shan't write anymore.
ps: i guess we'll not be talking until you tell me what is wrong.

2010-07-20T02:22:00.004-08:00

PE: soccer today. we screamed more than kicking the ball. haha:)
maths test: screwed it all up.
i need practice for algebra. yes.
N2D nite on friday, so i'm unable to attend radi8.
it's gonna end on sat morning.
actually, i'm not really looking forward to it..
tsk...still must attend.
oh anyways......
k byes

2010-07-19T07:26:00.002-08:00

Wishes don't just come true when you ask for it. You'll have to work for it.
and so it's almost 12am now & i'm still up and awake.
just finished one idea for art. i guess it's still not enough.
it really feels great to be home early today. i was home before 4pm.
supposedly to be home by 2plus but was delayed by some MOE survey.
maths test today...skipped abt 4 qns i think. forgot how to figure out the qns.
i have a feeling i'll screw up for this test. mr hiew said we has to copy the qn paper 10x if we got below 30/40. oh no...
rain rain rain...it just keeps falling these days. floods have been on the rise but i like the weather, it's the best for sleeping:)
mum doesn't like it cus her clothes won't get dry.
i kept wishing for the rain to come this morning and she told me to shut up cus she was so against it. oh well. i guess i'll turn in for the night. goooooooooooooodnite:)

2010-07-16T08:33:00.003-08:00

one of these days is none of these days

going back to sch tmr to paint. yes...to paint AGAIN.
& people, fyi, it's saturday tmr...dang.
i was planning to sleep in later tmr.
my plan is ruined.
canvas has been taking up the whole week.
super tired today. whole day stretched till 6pm.
2remedials back-to-back, plus art in between.
i was feeling super sleepy by the end of chem remedial but i had to stay awake until maths remedial ends& till i done my art for the day.
the P came into my class today. she says we were underperforming. quite scary.
she told me i have to work faster. yea, i'll definitely try working faster.
i don't wanna end up as a 2nd year 4N student next year.
but seriously, algebra's not getting into my head. don't know why. no matter how i tried too remember it. nevermind,for the sake of my future, i will try to do it.
didn't join sherrilyn & the rest for dinner at PS cuz my lessons ended late.
i was super shagged when i got home.
i'm meeting jiaxin tmr at 7am for breakfast b4 heading to school.
hope i can get up on time tmr
*nights*

2010-07-15T03:31:00.002-08:00

7more weeks, or less?
people! exams in abt 7 weeks time! gonna starting mugging reaaaaallll sooon...
i don't know how or when but somehow or rather i know i will.
i'm not having the mind for english lessons these days. it's either i doze off during the lesson on space out. my mind's been full of things these days, esp ART.finished canvas painting but boards not completed, i guess? tcher's gonna scream. oh no...
guess i'll have to stay in school tmr till late...again.
i shall sleep in earlier tonight. i don't wannna oversleep & end up rushing like mad.
i don't wanna be late for school and end up giving stupid excuses like what DM said this morning at MA.
jiaxin & i have a plan of meeting up & going sch together. it's a good one though..lowers the chances of being late for school.
home early today. 4 plus. it's the earliest time i reached home for the week.
i hope to reach home earlier next time. maybe it won't happen...

2010-07-11T05:45:00.002-08:00

The Stars Will Light The Sky For You
didn't go sch on thurs and fri, so i guess i have a lot to catch up. especially on ART.
needa complete canvas. can't wait to finish it up. EL oral tmr. how am i supposed to speak when my throat hurts so much and my voice ready to go off anytime when i talk? really hope to do well tmr:) i think that's all.

2010-07-08T06:59:00.003-08:00

NOTHING WITHOUT YOU
down with fever again. mc 2 days. i'm still contemplating if i should go back school for art tmr cus it's the deadline for submission. i wish i could complete all my art. it's not that i don't want to. so stop saying things that made me regret not going to school okay? (to someone) unless you want me to go to school to spread the virus. i know it'll be tough next week if i don't go back tmr. but it's the fever that's keeping me back. i can't do much either. super headache since yesterday.
i shan't say anymore.

2010-07-06T01:34:00.003-08:00

Like What..............???

totally annoying:) haha

pickleball for PE today. it was like tennis, just that the racket's smaller &

the ball with plenty of holes. the game was fine. we just whacked the ball any old how.

was laughing like almost throughout the whole day @ school. jokes & funny stuff kept happening. Subway for lunch. celebrated cherie's birthday after that outside hougang mall. her cake's kind of cute. it had a white mouse on it.

remedial till 5pm. jingwen kept annoying me with her sighs. funny one. art remedial tmr. (ohhh...) my nose's been icthy today. it's either i keep rubbing it or sneezing. jiaxin said my sneezing was kind of cool cus i sneezed 3 times in a row. she said she wanted to try that.
it's not cool at all to sneeze my nose off all the time. my nose might drop. maybe:)

here's a funny face of jiaxin. she looks kinda shocked!

prelims are coming real soon, i'm finding it really scary.
tata

2010-07-05T04:27:00.002-08:00

SHOPPING DAY-i love today:)
so lunch was at Ajisen's with dad & audrey sis.
sis was really clumsy. she dropped her cashcard while swinging her wallet.
good thing someone picked up for her. serves her right.
went Harvey Norman to get laptop after that.
daddy went home after that. sis & i didn't.
we stayed on Hougang M. to shop. bought a pair of pretty shoes at Cotton On.
've been eyeing that pair for a long time.
walked ard after that. ended up buying home necessities from 2 shops.
we kept comparing the prices from the shops. so 'auntie' la. but it was fun anyway.
home ard 5plus.
school tmr. back to the drawing board peeps. let's hit the books now...
bye

2010-07-04T07:14:00.002-08:00

IT AIN'T RIGHT TO MISUSE THE NAME OF GOD
i'm finding blogging a little too boring these days.
nothing much to write,i guess.
the cough phlegm is bugging a little too long.
can really lose my voice over this manxzx.
and the weather is inpredictable.
got a new phone over the weekend-nokia 5800
full touch phone. i like it& there's wireless too:)
happy happy:D
holiday tmr. goody goody.
it's difficult to stay out of secular music.
it just keeps playing in my mind...
sheesh...
nights peeps!

2010-06-24T06:11:00.002-08:00

Soon..but not now
joan,jingwen&jiaxin came over after painting session in school.
we ate crabs at my house and went downstairs cuz joan wanted to see her aslam at the bball court. played with enoch at the playground and they went home after that.
stomach hurts like crazy now. maybe becos of the crabs? i don't know.
okay bye

2010-06-23T06:28:00.002-08:00

SORRY FRIEND
i really wanted to go out tmr.mother wouldn't let.
she ignored me the 2nd time i asked.
feeling super lousy now. it's the june hols and i can't go out.
i'm feeling really guilty of being the last minute back-out again.
stay at home all day? hear my name being called over and over again to do things?
study all day? i don't like doing all these everyday but i'm left with no choice.
how i wish.......oh well,i shan't say it.
goodnights

2010-06-21T21:48:00.002-08:00

Restless-ness
just finished emptying the last carton of stuff. so dusty.
so many things. i don't know where to keep them.
was on the verge of throwing all of them away.
restless now. stomach discomfort. it's driving me nuts.
maybe going out for movie with some darling friends tmr.
k bye

2010-06-18T22:03:00.002-08:00

HEARTS ABLAZE.
a passion for YOUR name

back to SG yesterday.
youth camp was great.the spirit of God really moved through us.
His word was spoken through ps benjamin chew. the messages were what i needed to hear.
the games were wild but fun. FUSION team was really great. LIFECHANGERS rocked!
couldn't take any photos cuz my camera 'died' on the first day of camp. sadsad huh...
really enjoyed this camp.thank God for this camp too. blog again soon:)

2010-06-14T03:08:00.003-08:00

off to malaysia tmr for youth camp. will be back on friday:) blog soon.

i once looked up to you,but now i realised you've changed so much.

2010-06-11T07:41:00.003-08:00

REFLECTIONS
art till 8 today. super shag. home at 9pm. didn't attend radi8
joan kept scaring herself in th art room cos ther 6 of us students left in the room andthe corridor was so dark. she kept saying there were'noises'. she of course scared everyone. so we all left at 8. dinner together and they went back to sch to paint more. i wonder how late they stayed manxzx.
oh btw, limjiaxin & joansimzuen are the best spammers i've ever known. they spammed my message inbox for abt a 1000 times in total. my phone almost died.
okay shall update soon:) bye

2010-06-10T07:23:00.003-08:00

TIRED, from painting...

it's giving me shoulderaches.

goody goody,there's no more remedial tmr onwards.

2010-06-08T05:22:00.004-08:00

8JUNE2010-happy birthday michelle.

sometimes the best things on life are the simplest things in life
celebrated michelle's birthday today. surprised her in the morning.
geog class after that. copy notes all the way. physics after that.did tys again.art was last. painted canvas.tiring one. dragged home with joan at 6plus.youth camp next week. can't wait for it:) k bye

2010-06-07T05:11:00.002-08:00

LOL. why do we laugh so much?
yubing and i were back to our crazy state today. kept laughing so much. came up with many topics to laugh abt:) i think IMH might have reconsider taking us in again. haha.
restless during maths lesson. so our laughter began. yubing composed a beatbox-song.
so funny. laugh until can laugh no more. lunch with yb and joan @ compass pt. had subway. yb didn't eat cos she didn't have enough $$$. all because she paid so much for the UKISS and BEAST concert tickets. then home-ed. okay end. bye.

2010-06-03T23:02:00.004-08:00

SHUT UP......LAH!

all JOANSIMZUEN & LIM JIAXIN ever said to me was SHUT UP.
they break my heart manxzx.
pathetic. so this how the way we communicate. tsk tsk.

that was blogged in sch.
at home now. wanted to stay in sch to paint canvas till ard 5plus to 6 but changed my mind . so went home ard 3plus with jiaxin joan & siti.
shall be going sch again tmr @ 1045 for canvas painting
seriously i don't know how long i will take to complete this. submission at the end of june. hope i can get it done in time. physics for 2hrs in sch this morning. did TYS. i think TATYUBING sian until become sot. she suddenly asked me a stupid question. i gave her the 'you-very-lame-leh' expression before answering and later joined her to think of more of the stupid questions.feaking funny. we have been laughing like mad since tuesday. i think if this continues on, we'll end up in IMH. we'll be labelled as the severely mentally-ill' cases and no one will dare to visit us.
maybe that will happen. maybe. blog soon. bye

2010-05-27T07:28:00.003-08:00

Lost love.
last day of school today, and so i was late again in meeting joan and yubing. supposed to mee at 7am. i reached 10 mins later instead. so paiseh.
like what yubing and joan was feeling today,i actually didn't want to go to school. We all came all because of the report book .
my results were the not-really-all-pass type.
here's wat i got:
EL:70.2%
MT:55%
EM:71.6%
C.SCI:34%
CH:27+%
ART: 59+%
humanities was the worst. science too.needa buck up for that. as for maths,i'm happy that i passed.
EL lesson was like sleeping time. mr ttm spoke for abt an hour abt the N level results. watched Ip man for MT. something interesting at last.art was for 2 hours. i really had no mood to do anything. joan was abt to blow up cos of her final composition.i think she's going to have re-draw it for the 4th time:(
i'll haveto rush new ideas and thumbnails for art again. the VP's checking it @ the end of the month. i'll draw this to an end now. bye

2010-05-25T05:35:00.003-08:00

You are the Only One

did it for joan. sorry yubing didn't do yours. too tired to do.
2 more days of school. will be real busy these few days.
i'm looking forward to it:)

I finally found you

2010-05-22T23:36:00.003-08:00

didn't attend CE class today,had sth on.

camwhored with enoch in the car like crazy.

upload peektures later.

've been busy the whole week, art is back.

had to draw ideas again. transferring final to canvas next week

one more week of sch,but still have to go back sch for extra classes for 1st 2 weeks of hols.

that's it.

God loves us the way we are.

He loves us too much to leave us the way we are

2010-05-17T05:48:00.002-08:00

unending love.amazing grace.

and like a flood,his mercy rains

2010-05-13T23:50:00.000-08:00

Without You, Everything is nothing

so the midyear papers are over

but there's still more studying needed and a lot to be done for art.

didn't really catch what the MTLC passages clearly.

it should be a goner. and the LC music was a bit......oh nvm.

macs for breakfast with onew-gaoyixiang crazy joan.

jonghyun-dongho crazy yubing didn't join us cos she wasn't feeling well.

normal sch curriculum tmr.

sad huh..

but thinking on the positive side, it's friday tmr.

sch ends at 12 tmr & i can't wait for the weekend:)

thank God for another week.

tata

2010-05-11T03:03:00.003-08:00

Thinking of You. Always.

Kelvin:) His laughter's cute

came home and watched UKISS vampire.
watched from ep 1-5
thanks to yubing for her recommendation:)
super super funny.
kelvin's laughter and singing is nice:)
supposed to go out with yubing and joan right after exam
thot of going KBOX.
but becos of yb's sexy voice change,we postponed
she might spoil the microphones there
they suggested eating at 'PuTian' @ city square.
ohwell.
we'll see then.
tata

2010-05-07T06:46:00.002-08:00

felt veri weird not going sch today.
cos today's DnT paper & i'm not taking it.
macs for breakfast with family.
home-ed and studied geog.
currently still on development
still in the process of writing notes.
shall continue tmr.
k bye

if possible,i would like to dream of you again

2010-05-03T04:10:00.004-08:00

[TOMORROW]

how shall it be?

tomorrow will always bring new things.

tomorrow is when you forget the things you did today.

tomorrow is always filled with fun and laughter

tomorrow's happenings are unknown to us

tomorrow is when we grow one day older

tomorrow is 4 hours from now.

tomorrow starts when the clock strikes 12

tomorrow is the most dreaded MATHS PAPER.

i shall bang the wall if i forget the formulas.

i can't help being nervous.

should i look forward to tomorrow or not?

2010-05-02T00:55:00.002-08:00

today's hot weather made me fall in love with a cold cup of apple juice

suddenly i realised it just tastes so heavenly

so random.

tata

2010-05-01T03:05:00.003-08:00

had a wonderful dream last night,

best dream i ever had:)

happy birthday char:)

happy birthday denise:)

ididn'twanttoacknowledgeyoueither

2010-04-26T06:19:00.003-08:00

What Faith Can Do

super blur today.

don't know why.

i think yubing really cannot tahan my blur-ness today

she say wan send me to IMH

& i screwed up on my maths test. again.

can go bang wall already

maybe i won't be so blur after that

i guess

2010-04-21T22:20:00.002-08:00

second time in week to be absent from school

woke up with a swollen eye this morning.

went to doc's. she said maybe it was sensitivity or heatiness.

2days mc, maybe going sch tmr.see how 1st.

can't wait for saturday:)

2010-04-20T20:27:00.004-08:00

new haircut. i look so retard can?

sis cut my fringe too short. i'm used to it anyway.

well let's say bye 2 sided bitch~ (Joan says)

i can't wait for saturday! i hope i can go studying that day!

mum doesn't believe that i would study.

i'll prove to her i will:)

byebye.

Once i started to hate a person,

whatever she do will irritates me.

( copyrighted from Tayyubing)

2010-04-17T16:22:00.003-08:00

I've just realised i've been a fool all this while

had the best dream ever on friday night.

dreamt that i was yelling at someone who deserved to be yelled at.

went pizza hut with sis yesterday. pizza came.shocked us cos we didn't expect the pizz to be so big. $40dollars flew becos of that:(

finnal submitted art borad for re-assessment.

hope it's okay.

maybe blog later.

needa prepare for church now.

bye

call me rude or whatever.i call you downright despicable.

2010-04-14T04:29:00.002-08:00

things don't seem to go my way these days
everything's mixed up
like rojak.
or maybe not.

2010-04-12T19:25:00.002-08:00

how on earth did we land ourselves in this situation?
we have to ponder over this...

edited:

that short sentence was done in school, during recess.
went uncle tony's for lunch.
ss remedial after that.
have to switch to study mode now. exam's in 3 weeks.
jiayous.
when on earth can i finish art? there's no end to this!
drawdrawandraw....sickening!

freak...my mum just fooled me.she told me my room is locked,but it isn't .

2010-04-12T04:51:00.004-08:00

does credit really matter when we do something?
i can give you all the credit you want.
take it all. go ahead.
i'm really tired of all your doings.
why must you do this?
if you want to gossip then come straight to me and tell me.
you don't have to do it behind my back.
tell me whatever you're not happy with.
i know i haven't been of much help during the recent event
but i really feel bad to keep relying on you and the others
you think i like it? no,i hate it.
i've really tried my best to do things the correct way
i try my best to accomodate to everyone.
but not everyone can agree with each other.
maybe you should take up the post and not me
you know a lot, much more than me
maybe the class could have done much better if you were in charge
you show me attitude as & when you like.
you don't even consider abt how i feel.
time and time again i try to deny the fact that you were doing all this behind my back.
but the problem still resurfaced again
it really feels horrible. real terrible.
i don't know why you started this but i'm really sick of this already.

2010-04-11T09:45:00.001-08:00

love is like a rose

it's 1.45 am and i'm still up doing art on the com.
submission tmr and my eyes are shutting.
my feet still ache from yesterday

2010-04-10T05:38:00.003-08:00

sleepy sleepy sleepy

homecoming sales was surprisingly good today.
sold everything. curry fishballs went very fast.
sold the last few cups of drinks at ard 5 plus
today was really hectic. was very busy since morning.
was shouting like mad to promote our shop.
dinner at hougang mall with jingwen,jiaxin,yubing and michelle
walked ard den went home
shagged,feet aching.
really thankful to those who helped out.
some complained, but i shall not bother.
i shall not do homecoming anymore.
shan't write anymore. too tired.
bye
love,annette

2010-04-09T02:50:00.001-08:00

"Hi. i'm Dongho-shin. i'm 17 years old. finish!"

boy,U-KISS's youngest one talk this way! amazing!

went home with yubing.
left sch at 4plus.
walked to and from school 2 times.
first: helped aqil buy something
second:forgot to return class key to key press.
yubing got so irritated. she went back to get the key for me cos she said she walk faster.
finally got onto the bus.was busy sms-ing 410 abt tmr.
i'm shagged. i hope it won't be a disaster tmr.
i think i'm the worst function head. i think i suck at planning for events like homecoming day.
i never want to do this again,i felt that i kept relying on xiuwei,michelle and jingwen to do things.
i feel so useless.
bye
love,annette

YOU DON'T TREAT ME ACCORDING TO YOUR MOOD

I'M JUST TRYING TO TOLERATE YOU

I'M KEEPING MY COOL STILL

2010-04-07T07:08:00.000-08:00

the things in life

really really tired since monday.
i've been rushing for homecoming day.
banner,drinks,food,ads,vouchers etc
really thankful for xiuwei,michelle and jingwen for helping me in the planning.
i think if not for them,i will die.
last day at cca today.
but still have to stay after sch tmr for homecoming stuffs.
really need the class to co-operate or there will be no accomplishment.
i really hope everything would be over soon.
whole family having the flu.
it's spreading fast, many are getting it.
gonna sleep now,
bye
love,annette

giving up is not the solution to problems

2010-04-03T03:01:00.000-08:00

the amorous love

throat very uncomfortable today.

can't stand it.

electricity @ home tripped today

cos mum accidentally dropped the iron and plugged it into the socket

and OFF GOES THE ELECTRICITY.

electricity-less for abt 1/2 hr.

somemore so hot.

S-U-P-E-R I-R-R-I-T-A-T-I-N-G

stopping here

bye

love,annette

2010-04-02T07:31:00.000-08:00

Glitter in The Sky

dinner @ great world city.
got new wallet today. went amk hub to buy.
chose one red one at first.it was $20+.
mum said it was too ex. so she chose one. it was $40+
she was shocked.
didn't buy the red wallet. so walked ard somemore and saw a brown one.
it caught my eye, so bought it. $19+.
not gonna write anymore.tired.
bye

2010-04-01T04:12:00.000-08:00

ART IS REALLY A KILLER

blogging in sch now. it's 8.13pm now and still in sch.
ALL BECAUSE OF ART
good thing tmr no school or i'll die.
i told mum to slap me on the face if i ever ever take up art again.
and the LIMJIAXIN very irritating,
JOAN SIM IS A SUCKER!(BY JIAXIN)
yubing and i composed a song abt AKY today.
laugh like mad siol.
passed the song ard 410.
yubing say we can be song composers next time

2010-03-29T23:27:00.000-08:00

so much to do,yet so little time

it just sucks when you discover that you have a task to finish

and you are left with 2 days

crap. i'm OH SO DEAD

2010-03-29T05:34:00.000-08:00

see the endless hope,not the hopeless end

remedial today was distracting.

the band kept playing, can't even hear mr faaiz talking

yubing went home after pe today.

she was looking so pale.

like as if she can collapse any moment.

i see oso scared.

i think she put too much pressure on herself.

super headache now.

maybe not going school tmr.

kay bye

love,annette

2010-03-28T03:00:00.001-08:00

Sunshine after Rain

had to force myself to be up at 6 am.
my eyes were like still 1/4 open.
so tired la
the sun almost killed the whole school yesterday
prize presentation after the events.
we all had to sit in the field for it.
for almost half an hour
i was really hoping for it to rain then.
but sadly, NO RAIN
want open umbrella oso cannot.
i think many kenna sunburn la
teachers sit in the shade.students in the hot sun.
fair or not?
zonked out at 8plus

Sunday

church at 9.30 today.did not need to do ushering cuz 8am ppl doing.
looked after enoch the whole service today
he super selfish can?
dun wan to share toys with other kids
den see other ppl play new toy den wan to snatch again
bad boy.
gonna collect spectacles later
bye
love,annette

2010-03-25T02:07:00.000-08:00

Deep in Thought

school ended at 330 today.

went houganag mall with joan to print her photos after that.

she nowadays getting more and more GL manxzx.

i say 1 sentence she say 5 .

so sickening la.

my stomach hurts now.

i'll stop here

bye

love,annette

2010-03-24T04:07:00.000-08:00

Forever never ends

test tmr.

5 boards by 1st april.

remedial everyday.

school was really tiring today.on the rush the whole day.rush to school. rush to lunch.rush for remedial.rush for cca.fel and i ran after bus 165 like MAD.we thot yb and mich were on that bus already, so we ran.on the bus,didn't see them.called them.they were actually still walking to the bus stop.2 of us went to the mall 1st.went to 'qiji'. no more seats.so went pastamania.yubing so hungry that she actually ate with a fork! lol!she still wan to eat meesiam after that.so greedylol.and mich and fel unscrewed the cheese bottle cap and poured cheese over their food.the cheese was like a mountain on their food.i think they used almost 1/2 the bottle.went ntuc to buy drink.back to school for maths remedial.cca after that.many were late cos they go see the symposium.all kenna mrs yeap scold.a bit scarygonna study for mt test tmr.bye

love,annette

2010-03-22T01:43:00.000-08:00

Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word

went to make my specs yesterday.
chose a red one.
quite nice
collecting it next sunday

PE today was freaking HOT.
kinda regret bringing a smaller water bottle to school.
so thirsty today. keep going to refill after4,5 gulps.
yubing's gone bonkers about her jonghyun
first lesson: maths.
instead of copying the teacher's notes, she jept writing jjong's name.
tsktsk.
she said she didn't mind being the mic which jjong held
jjong: "is this the reality you really wanted?"
didn't feel really well after PE.
everything looked like it was spinning ard.
slept awhile after geog.
felt better.
recess with clique.
fel gave lollipopsshe bought from shanghai.
really nice.
bus-ed home with michelle.
oh and randomly: "WHY IS IT SO HARD TO FIND A SUITABLE ARTIST REFERENCE?"
okay bye.
love,annette

it seems like you've not changed at all.